Reflections: Guitarworks Journey

First of all, I must confess that starting Guitarworks was NEVER EVER my dream. Now, it has become my ONLY dream, for now at least, until God shows me something else.


When I was serving national service, I remembered I wanted to be a fighter pilot. The dream was dashed when I failed the pilot course. Next dream, I wanted to be an Air Force Weapons System Officer. Again, the plan backfired when I withdrew from the training phase due to my uncertainty in the job. After I completed national service, I wanted to further studies, get myself a degree and become a chemical engineer. It didn't happened because my results were not good enough to secure an entry into the local university. Going overseas was never an option because my family could not afford. Eventually I settled for fourth best and told myself to just get an engineering degree and settle for a engineering job. Fourth best didn't work out either because that was the time when I plunged into depression. Dream after dream, road block after road block. What is really my dream? If you have read my testimony in the previous page, yes, this was how I got started in life. Pretty bad right? Definitely not something that the majority would like to go through.


Where do I go from here? Can I still dream?


Guitarworks was never in the list of dreams that I want to achieve in life as you can see. Most, or in fact,  majority of us have dreams. If someone were to ask you this question, "What is your dream in life?", what would your answer be? In this article, I will discuss this topic from a personal standpoint as a Christian and a dreamer myself, still. After all that mess I've been through, I would like to to share with you my thoughts and the lessons learnt. This will be divided into 7 main pointers below. Each will be discussed in detail.


Before I begin, I emphasize that this is not a "one size fits all" situation. I'm only sharing what I have experienced and the lessons learnt. If it applies to you, good. If it doesn't, just take it as a form of reference.


1. The Dream and the Dreamer


God has already deposited gifts, skills and talents in us when He created us. As we ride on the journey of life, we gradually discover them. If you have not discovered yours, now is the time to ask God to reveal to you or help you discover them. When you are using your gifts and talents, you will somehow have an edge over others who are not operating in their gifts while doing a particular thing. It could be a certain natural talent, flair or passion towards some things around you. This makes you unique because not everyone can do it as well as you do.


Take my example. I pick up and understand guitar much faster compared to others who are learning through lessons. God has given me the gift of natural rhythm sense which enables me to figure out the rhythm of any song with ease. What I'm doing now is the result of the gifts that God has placed inside me. However I was not aware of this gift until the age of 17 when guitar entered my world through my younger brother. I didn't know how come I was attracted to this instrument before I even started playing. Now I know God was preparing me for the work I'm going to do NOW. I discovered my forte and the rest is history. How amazing are God's thoughts higher than our thoughts.


Here is an important principle. I did not force myself to learn the guitar. It was simply natural and accepting to me. If you are trying to force yourself to do something that you do not like naturally, this would most likely NOT be your gifted area. The gift is more "discovered", "realized" and "mutually accepted" rather than intentionally sought after or forced to learn.


However with just the gift alone is not enough. We have only discussed the practical portion, now is the psychological and character part of it. You need to know yourself well by paying attention to your personality traits. List out your strengths and your weaknesses. This will lead you closer to your role to play.


Take my example again. My brother and I have very diverse character and personality traits. Overall, I'm a more introvert and patient person by nature. I like to impart knowledge, teach and bring the best out of people around me. My brother on the other hand finds that teaching is tough and draining. He is less patient than I am but he likes to perform. He enjoys doing gig events and YouTube covers more than teaching. Thus, he is an extrovert by nature. This is NOT a right or wrong thing. It is just what you are naturally made of.


Both of us play the guitar well, but I would fit into the role of a guitar teacher better than my brother. My brother would fit into the role of a performer better than me. I prefer being low profile and influence my students one at a time. The satisfaction of seeing my students grow in character and improve in skill means more to me than the applause I receive by an entire audience. This is my personal view of success.


2. Biblical Perspectives


The story of both Joseph and Daniel were relatively similar in the bible. Both of them had something in common, which is the gift of interpreting dreams. Let's dive into each of their stories.


Joseph


The first mention of Joseph in the bible was in Genesis 37. He was the youngest son of Jacob (Israel). Jacob loved Joseph more than all his children because he was the son of his old age. Thus, Joseph's brothers hated him and could not speak peaceably to him. Joseph had 2 dreams recorded in Genesis 37:7 and 9. This was a prophecy of what he would eventually become in his latter years. If you have read the story, you will know that incidents that followed thereafter in Joseph's life were seemingly very negative.


Fast forward to Joseph's turning point was in Genesis 41:9 when the chief butler remembered that there was young Hebrew man (Joseph) who interpreted his dream when he was put in prison. He told Pharaoh about this man. Then Pharaoh sent for Joseph immediately and had his dream interpreted. Joseph became a hero by preventing Egypt from entering a disaster. As you read on in Genesis 41, Pharaoh promoted Joseph to become the 2nd most powerful man in Egypt and set him over his house and his people.


Daniel


In Daniel 1:17, the bible mentioned that Daniel had understanding in all visions and dreams. In chapter 2, King Nebuchadnezzar had dreams and his spirit was so troubled. The irony was he sought to find the interpretation of his dream by not telling his servants his dream. Thus there is not a man who could tell the King his dream and give the interpretation. As a result, the King was angry and gave the command to kill all the wise men of Babylon including Daniel and his companions. Having known that, Daniel and his companions went to seek mercies from God of Heaven so that they might not perish with the rest of the wise men of Babylon.


Then the secret of the dream was revealed to Daniel in a night vision. Daniel blessed the God of Heaven. Through Daniel, God revealed King Nebuchadnezzar's dream to him. As the story continues, we know that Daniel and his friends were promoted by the King. Daniel was made ruler over the whole province of Babylon and chief administrator over all the wise men of Babylon. Daniel's companions were also set over the affairs of the province of Babylon.


The context of both stories


Have you ever wondered what could have happened if Joseph and Daniel did not use their gift of interpreting dreams? Egypt could be totally wiped out due to 7 years of famine. Daniel and his friends could have died and the name of God will not be high and lifted up in Babylon. In the bible, Jesus talks about the parable of the talents in Mathew 25:14-30. God has given all of us each a measure of talent. Some five, some two and some one, but each according to his own ability. Jesus wants us to use our measure of talent for His kingdom! Don't be like the one who hid his talent in the ground.


If you think about this carefully, the dream that we want to achieve in our lives is already within us. God is the initiator of our dreams. He has already deposited in you whatever is required to fulfill your dream. God is faithful. He will not ask you to accomplish something He does not provide for. Both Daniel and Joseph know what gifts God had given them and they used it at the opportune time. Both of them received handsome rewards. Have you found your dream? Have you uses your God given gifts and abilities to accomplish your dream?


3. The Steward and The Master


As the title implies, I'm going to discuss the role of the steward and the master in the context of a dream. First and foremost, let us be clear between two different points of reference, Your Dream and God's Dream for you alright? I hope my intentional emphasis makes you ponder again on that the two different perspectives and point of views.


To begin with, let us zoom in on the definition of the word "Steward". A steward is defined as:

1. A person who manages another's property or financial affairs;one who administers anything as the agent of another or others.
2. A person who has charge of the household of another,buying or obtaining food, directing the servants, etc.
3. An employee who has charge of the table, wine, servants,etc., in a club, restaurant, or the like.
4. A person who attends to the domestic concerns of persons on board a vessel, as in overseeing maids and waiters.
5. An employee on a ship, train, or bus who waits on and is responsible for the comfort of passengers, takes orders foror distributes food, etc.


As we can see from the dictionary definition of the word steward, we basically sum up the role of the steward as a keeper, overseer or a "person in charge" of something that does not belong to him. When you are a steward, your will is to do the will of your master. You are the person responsible for the carrying out of the tasks assigned to you by whoever that is the authority over you.


In the context of your dream, I would like to ask "Who is the steward and who is the master?" More specifically, did you seek God for your dream? Did you receive a word from the bible or a specific revelation from God? Or did you simply follow your own instincts and make your dream become God's dream? The reason why I'm pointing these questions was because of the mistake I made. I really hope this will not happen to you and that's why I'm doing my best to help you see the light.


As you have read at the top passage of my introduction, I really thought I was fulfilling God's dream for my life until I realize I was VERY wrong. All along, I was the Master of my dream, never a steward. God is the spectator. I was simply making use of God to help me achieve what I want to and then give the glory to God. Have you spotted the irony here? God must be shaking His head in heaven saying, "I never gave this dream to you, why are you giving glory to me?" Maybe a better illustration would be as though you are asking God to sign your blank cheque. That is why you see the repeated failures that I went through in the process of accomplishing my dream. These failures are like big glowing neon signs alerting me that I'm doing it the wrong way.


When I realized how self-centered I was in the pursuit of my dream, I repented before God. The focus of my prayer took a change. I asked God to show me His Dream for me. The details of how I received my revelation is in my previous page entitled "Personal Testimony". Many of us have dreams, but if your dreams don't get fulfilled, don't blame God for it. He is not responsible, you are! In the first place, you should check yourself, have you got the dream from God or was it from YOUR OWN INITIATIVE?


If you realized you have indeed made a mistake, it is never too late to start again. This could be something uneasy for you to accept but I rather you go through it now than to live with regret in the later stages of life. I really hope you will find the best dream that God has for you and fulfill it in this lifetime. Finally, let us be very clear of our roles, we are stewards, God is the master.


4. Responsibility


When God is the giver of your dream, I can assure you, this dream will come to past. He will be responsible over every single detail during the process of you achieving your dream. I cannot recollect how many times God has turned the tides in my favour during tough times when my income was insufficient. Being in pursuit of my dream doesn't exempt me from temporal moments of lack, stress and struggles. The question is, when. Whenever I go through these challenges, I simply let God take full responsibility of this business. Remind myself that I'm only a steward. If God has given you the vision, He will bring the provision. I will remember the revelation God showed me years ago of how He used Moses to lead the children of Israel across the red sea. The moment I do that, my trust in His provision is reaffirmed. My faith in Him strengthened.


Notice the difference how I handle the difficulties I encountered compared to what most people would do. For example, if one is not earning enough, the immediate solution is either to spend less or take up extra job to make up the loss income. If one is feeling stress, he would go for recreational activities, meet friends or exercise to relief it. What we often forget is that we can actually come to God with our needs. Think about the revelation He has given to you, think about His promises regarding your life and work, surrender the responsibility of making things work to God.


Finally, if your dream is from God, you can be sure that even economic instability such as recession will NOT affect you. In God's kingdom, recession DOES NOT exist. Guitarworks is RECESSION FREE in Jesus name! When I hear rumours of market activity slowing down and retrenchment, I simply stand firm on the Word of God that it will NOT affect my business. Quite on the contrary, I have seem my biggest growth in numbers during times of slowing down and stuff. God proved He can do wonders even in situations when you least expect, yes that's just because He is God.


5. Tests


I had been a believer for more than 10 years but had never really understood the meaning of faith until I started Guitarworks. To put it very simply, if I had things within my control, I don't need faith at all. I simply carry it out with my own intelligence and abilities that I already possess. I shall state an example. Let's say if you want to gain entry into a course of your choice in a prestigious university, all you need to do is to study hard and get good results (shall not discuss money factor). In a nutshell, whether you can make it to the school of your desire is much dependent on how much effort you put into your studies. This effort will directly influence your result, which will also influence your entry into the school.


Ever since I started Guitarworks, I was met with tremendous difficulties during the initial stages. My hardest hurdle was publicity, getting people to know I've started a business rendering professional service. I assure you it was TOUGH with a capital T! Besides advertising in local forums, I even learn to design my own fliers, mass print it and distribute it. Till date, I have distributed over 12,000 fliers all over the neighbourhoods of Bedok and Tampines on my bicycle. A lot of sweat and hard work was put into it but the response still was not good. Still I hang on to what God has shown me. I chose to believe in the peace that surpasses all understanding.


I went on to further discover new blog features and did a thorough revamp of my blog, which is what you are seeing now. I spent days and hours learning how to use the features available to me to bring the best out of this website. That also includes basic HTML, which was like a foreign language to me. If you know me, I ain't a blog person. Blogging was the last thing I would do, EVER! Then again, change is the only constant in life. I learn to change my approach, my personality and social circles to suit my current portfolio. If there is a will, there will be a way. The critical factor is how desperate are you to make it happen.

This is how the flyer looks like


6. Supreme Authority


Having said all these, this leads me to one  important principle . If you can recall scriptures states that, "Paul planted, Apollos watered, but it is GOD who gives the increase." What does this mean? God helped me understand the meaning of this scripture when I was trying to make Guitarworks a success. I realized I was not in CONTROL of the growth of Guitarworks at all. This means I can work as hard as I could and yet not see the results because I was relying ONLY on my works. Only God holds the supreme authority to cause it to increase and grow. I hope this you can really grasp this important principle.


Even though God hold the supreme authority, I don't imply you just sit and WAIT for things to happen. It will NEVER. Faith without works is dead. It is active, not passive. There must be some action taken on your side. We do what we can, God will do what we cannot. We do whatever that's possible and we trust God to do the impossible. With that, I conclude I am indeed very small, very limited, but I rely on a BIG BIG God to make my dream a reality.


7. Faith


Faith has become something very personal to me. I learn to have simple, pure and child like faith in God. It is not how smart or intelligent I am, but how BIG a God I know and He loves me and wants me to succeed. "For it is not by power, not by might, but by the Holy Spirit." I learn to yield even when situations don't look positive and submit to Him entirely, trusting that He knows it better than I do. I am still learning every single day. Guitarworks has taught me to learn faith at its simplest but yet often missed way.


Today, I can safely say, Guitarworks is fully sustainable by God. I'm living with NO LACK. What amazes me more was people living in the west as far as Jurong East, Jurong West and even Pioneer are coming to me. I even questioned my students are they serious about committing to this in spite of the distance. To my surprise, they assured me that its perfectly alright for them. This is definitely the work of God, never me. Finally all glory and praise be to Him!


Last amended: 20 Aug 2012


Alan Chen
Owner & Founder
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